Authored: July 20, 2025

What does happiness feel like? Was I ever happy?
What does a good life feel like?
Am I alive? Did I know how to live?
Or am I for the first time, seeing the world for what it really is?
This empty and loud place without bounds?

No one is here, no one has ever been by your side
The Void hums.

I dreamt of a better life 
These past nights
When I wake up
Reality hits
And the abyss looks back at me with uncaring eyes.