Authored: January 29, 2024

After the day cometh the night. I sit alone in a universe of my subconscious. I'm alone on a quiet street in drenching rain, walking down lit streets of rain and mugginess for kilometers and kilometers. The only thing I feel is a peace of mind in the steady downing of raindrops around me.

This solitude in my own reality where me and myself walks years go by. Memories come of Something. Familiar streets beckon recall. I created my worlds where I am alone and the only person. Its peace.

It's okay, calm down.

The memories recalled; It's like the happiest moments, the sweetest times. These always seem to find a way back to you. Dealing with grief was painful. But when you know you loved, all you can feel is peace.

The pain of recalling memories....

Like when you take a deep breath in of fresh air or take in a realisation of reality. It all comes in the matter of time, patience and love. The feelings feel repetitive, endless, but they will always find a way to bring you solace. It's okay.

"But here, in this moment.... though I'm lost, I'm still found. Somewhere. Someplace."

Unknown to me
My life was about to change forever,
as I would come to know what failure is....
Something that pierced my heart.