Authored: May 12, 2023

It's been a while now, resting on cold bench in a cold night
Been days, of me walking in the rain.

It's been a while now, searching for the reason of my miseries
been days, of me fighting with myself.

It's been a while now, chasing the one i love
been days, of me falling face first on the ground.

It's been a while now, running from things which doesn't exist
been days, of me calling your name when i am lost.

It's been a while now, waking up with an empty heart
been days, of me looking your face on the walls.

It's been a while now, isolating myself from the world
been days, of me limping through the streets.

It's been a while now, faking smile for the world
been days, of me draining happiness out.

It's been a while now, pleading forgiveness for the mistakes I did
been days, of me making you believe i wasn't all wrong.

It's been a while now, I felt alive.
It's been a while now, I felt you.