Authored: May 3, 2020

It's stuck in my throat
An unadulterated sense of revenge
An image in my mind
You cheated on me and flouted it in my face
Fuck you
What have I become?
A parody
Wanting you to feel my brutalism.

A sense of revenge
Even after all these years
It hurts
Cause you were the first I truly loved
Well, fuck you
And fuck me
And fuck it all.

I can't get over this
Just lost in my dreams
My heart is broken
My body is broken
And you ignore me.

I just want you to feel my pain
Even after all this time....