Authored: September 16, 2017

Fuck you
Fuck being the nice guy
You want to know what happens at the very end
And the very end where even the Narcissist cannot comprehend
Where even the motifs of God and faith fade
Flesh and bone, you wanted back with your abuser
So be it.

Blackness descends
I want you to fucking understand
Fuck you and your choices
What is beyond narcissism?
The survivor who understands.

You said to me "I need to follow my heart"
you said "I will treasure your touch and words"
Yet you needed to return to abuse.

I will not return to my narcissist
You see I have perfected loneliness
It's ok, you see.

There is nothing left
With one's heart in one's hand
Fuck your words and very aspect of you.

I have found the answer to abuse
Burn the future
love is a failure
If I believed in hell....
It would all be burned to hell
All is lost
Tangled flesh and bone.

Fuck it; your heart is breaking mine to pieces.