Authored: April 8, 2017

You wanted to judge me from your perch
I played the victim in your eyes
All your eyes
As this world descends into anarchy
Do you understand I know loneliness
I have been loneliness
I am loneliness.

I was once right wing then left wing
I am neither now
In your eyes you see me as a victim
But have you understood my journey
Fuck it I say
I would rather be alone.

I will rather be alone
You wanted to know?
So, delete me make yourself feel better
I was born alone
I lived alone
I will die alone.

If you cannot understand my journey
Fuck it if I can have you as my friend
I am a victim in your eyes
Were you there when I almost cut myself with a knife
Drunk myself to death?

You probably said it was all my fault
Fuck it
I have been alone all my life
I will be for the rest of my life.

You wanted to know?
You now claim victim that I deleted you
So be it
Fuck you and your belief system
If you can't have empathy
It is ended
Darkness descends.

You now try to refriend me
And say I took things out of scope
Fuck you
Where were you when I was being emotionally abused?
Living your own life
Only when I re-friended you did you care
So be it.

Understand this....
I am prepared to me alone in this world....
I am strong enough for that...
Are you?